speechless...

dh lame diriku xmengupdate blog ni.. da main cause is aku mmg mls nk update..ade cerita but dunno how to talk bout it..lately, byk perkara yang berlaku in my life..n it might be change my life totally..

first of all, aku terlalu bz dgn duniaku..dunia usm yg penuh kebosanan..yang penuh dgn asgmnt yg merapu2..ca yg brlmbk2 in a short period.. but alhamdulillah slowly, i can adapt with it..berkat doa sume..thanz sume...sy syg sama kamoo!!!

2nd..ku mndpt satu kbahagiaan yg ku cari slma ni..hopefully he's da one i needed..but through the day many things happen to us.. mule2, me juz think to gve up..then me think it back..perlu ke me gve up?? smpai bile me should be like dat..then me truskn jgk..tp me sndri pn xtau ngn mslh kami..knapa sllu sgt brmslh..ade je perselisishan faham antara kami dlm sehari..almost everyday, i think bout him..sumtimes it is happy but sumtimes me ngis je.. it's like a cash to me sbb buat org sdeyh ngn hbgn ini..me xtau nk ckp cmne..me trlalu syg sama dier..tp die..mcm nk tglkn me..i dunno y..

to him...

me love u too much..

tp knapa kte sllu ade perselisihan fhm..

slh me ke??

im sory..

i cant be da one that u're wanted..

n u..

perlu ke dlm hbgn kite ade yg ketiga??

setiap kali,

u ask me bout one thing..

my tears came out..

u pnh ckp

u xkn tggalkan i..

tp knapa u sllu ckp seolah2 u nk tgalkan i..

klu ske org lain

knp bg i hrpn??

i xnk org slh fhm kt u

i xnk org bnci u..

i prlukan sokongan mereka for us..

at da same time,

i need u..

im speechless...