its useless...

today me realize sumthing.. me xtau nk buat ape...too much love him... me tak nak die terlalu ikt perasaan marah die.. me sdaya upaya nk jge perasaan die..tp knapa skit pn die xjga perasaan me?? when me say sumthing, die mrh..when me syap, die tye knapa syap..when me asked sumthing, die jwb mcm xnk jwb..mcm nk mrh..me taw, me byk wat slap ngn die, tp me btol2 mtk maaf ngn die..i dont know wht to say anymore..mybe ni balasan yang me dpt sbb tikam kwn dr blkg...merampas hak org..mgkin doanye dh dimakbulkan..me redha..me tmer everythng yg dh dtntukan..tp me really wnna him to know that me too much love him..nothing can chnge my love towards him.. i juz wnt him to live without any revenge towards sumone..i cant say anythng rght now..me miss him too much..but mybe he wnna me to get away from him..im speechless...i need him.. but i really hope that the revenge are over..really hope it..before sumthng happen to me..