u got what u'd done..

i dont really know where i should start this post..from where i got da strength to post diz..even right now im very down..i think everyone knew why im feeling dat way..only 2 things dat will make im down...first of all, what i can say is ALHAMDULILLAH..Im not "fail"..but most of the result dat were came out really make me very upset..too sdeyh with da results..i dont think i can make it anymore..mama...abah.. im so sorry...please..dont get angry with me...i dont know whats wrong with dat..i study very hard..but da results like not on my side..its very unfair! no! i should not said diz..ya Allah..please forgive me...sy terlalu hina for saying dat it was unfair...i dont have da right to say dat..but..what can i say anymore..da results was too cruel for me!!! i cant accept dat!! is that my fault??? di mana silapnye??? please help me to find dat!!! i cant stay like diz...i need to find dat and try to improve it to the better level..adakah aku riak??? ya allah..di mane keriakannya??tjukkan padaku... mybe aku tidak menyedarinya..or maybe i dont know it was a riak..tolong tunjukkan padaku..ineeditsotothelimit... n right now, im juz felt dat my life was meaningless...cant make my family proud of me...papa...i need u right now...i cant handle it by myself..terlalu sdeyh to think bout diz..where are u papa???

here! here! here!

here!here!here!

ah! not this papa...


but my papa pingu... where are u???