cintailah bahasa ibunda~~

post ini dilakukan pada tahap separuh sedar....dats mean im juz woke up n then trus mgadap laptop n open da blogger site..(xpyh bsuh muke..sng nk mgntuk lagik..hahah)..got inspiration through da dream..hahha..nor lar..juz woke up, n open da fb site n saw Rafidah Bakri pye komen..huhuh.."cintailah bahasa ibunda"..gara-gara oral health paper last evening..urgh! how come its come in malay question but da notes they gve to us bulat2 in english..aiyo! we dont hve time ar to trnslate all da notes tuh..byk kje ag..aduh..1st question trus blur..ku terkebil2 mcm cicak berak kapur..ape daaa...skali dental anatomy kuar in malay..i dun undrstnd at all..im a malay women..pure malay..but sumtimes i cant trnslate scientific terms in malay.. it doesnt mean dat me merendah2kan bhsa melayu..langsung tidak..tp...scientific terms xsama dgn terms2 dat we used in our daily conversation..stkt nk trnslate certain2 terms like digestion, absorption, ok lar...ini???

most of da stdnt who taking oral health mmg agk bengang ngn soklan2 nye..dh lar ssh..sumtimes me rse cm..me ambik oral health crse or dental crse??? it sounds same but actlly its dffrnt..very dffrnt...dh eja nye pn lain..hahahh...ok get serious bck....huhhu...agk byk lar soklan td yg xd dlm note oral health..seolah2 kami sdg mngambil ujian dental...pelik..hurmm..ntah lar..speechless..let bygone be bygone..now need 2 focus da other 2 papers..biokem n biodiv..again me got stuck witg da notes..urgh!! bile nk hbs nieh???!

cintailah bahasa ibunda...(sory pyda..need to culik ur statement..hahah)..urmm..yeah..mmg btul kte kena cintai bahasa ibunda..i mean malay language..but sumtimes, there is need for us to learn n speak in english..better to prctice it now..okey me agree dat...but....still have to make it looks like real..dun hypocrite..so,me still agree ngn pyda..tp perlu dcmpur2 dgn english..i mean bhs rojak lar..its not like me mengalu2kan penggunaan bhs rojak cz everyone knew bhs rojak ni xelok utk stdnt..but..if u ckp strght in malay, ble u nk apply kn english word yg u bljr?? xkn dlm esei bi during exm je kot?? n u think u hve a very good memory to remember every bombastic words without applying?? i cant..we can use it in our daily life even some of us will think dat like a joke..looks like a joke but when we use it, it help us to remember it when we need to use it for our essay..hurmm..back to da 1st statement in this paragraph..hurmm..but no need lar speak fully in english..i mean can ar but juz use da simple bsic conversation..dun make it look like u're doin ur essay..really obvious! bkn bermksd nk memperlekehkan niat anda to speak in english, no..langsung xterlintas niat tu..but y dont u juz rojak je to make it better...really look sempoi weyh..coz we're not using fully english in our daily conversation..so its better for us to rojak it as long as org fhm pe yg nk kte smpaikan..for da person yg using fully english in their daily conversation its okey lar...cz they used it..nmpk very sempoi lar to the..but not for us..so, juz take it ezy..jgn aggp ini satu penghinaan kpda anda..demi ALLAH, me langsung x berniat utk menghina sesiapa sdgkan me lbih hina dr anda di sisiNya..anggap lar ini sbg guideline for US to make it better in our future..jgn smpai org merendah2kan kita, dsbbkan bhsa kita...jadilah seperti org jepun yang terlalu mengagungi bhasa ibunda mereka sendiri sehinggakan sebarang deal bersama mereka memerlukan penggunaan bahasa mereka...cintailah bahasa ibunda~~(again me culik statement pyda..credit to pyda!)

layanan...

juz now me terjatuh dr tangga..tersadung..pkai slipar xbtul kot..sakit dgu ku..dush! nk bkk mlut pn xleh..uuuu...hpefully esok gonna be ok...ssh lar klu xleh bkk mlut...and at this moment, me really need sumone...who cared bout me..worried bout me..n love me than other..him?? die ade..still with me...but not his soul..really sad..at the time me really need sumone, how come he did this to me..mrh2....mule2 okey ag..he worried bout me..asked me y it's happen..then he got changed..me xtaw..pe lg slh me..yup..he's having a chat with sumone else..i could see through da wbcam..he asked to go n sleep..

i said i wanna see da star....die mrh2 n asked me to go n sleep again..how come i get sleep with this painful chin??! i said to him, i cant sleep.. n then he said, try la..at that moment, my tears drop..juz because he wanna have a chat with sumone else, he's ignoring me..could u imagine, how im feel at that time?? hurt..really hurt! i cant say anything else.. i thought he remembered, how much i need sumone when i got pain...da moment where we started our relationship..obviously he forgot dat precious moment..maybe he thought that it's not important at all..really breaking heart rght now.. i dont need a service like a princess..i juz wanna feel that there's sumone who really cared bout me..love me so much..i didnt mind if he wanna have a chat with sumone else but could u have a little bit sympathy to me??? can u spend some time only for me without any dstrbnce???

kesepian yang melanda...

fuhh! gler jiwang pye title..juz to fill up my free time, i make diz post..nothing else to talk..juz thinking sumone, sumthing...ermmm...

first of all...GUD LUCK to everyone..skrg ni musim final exam kot..so agk over lar klu xwish kt student2 di malaysia..huhuhme pun..juz finish up three papers..3 more to go..yeah! gambateh!

him?? start tomorrow..but very bz lately..waa..sumtime me thinks dat, he's very da rajin one..not as me..da malas one..die xleh join grup yang buk2 suggestkn kt me n me suggestkn kt mira..hahahah..mira! dh ade blum grup stdy last minute?? klu x, aku nk wat n u'll be da president..as u wish..hahah..n my rumets?? they got their first paper today..huhuh..sumtimes rse nk glak pn ade when they got toooooo many spot questions last nite! hahaha..sampai one of my rumets, gan, yg dh naik ats katil, dh ready nk tdo dh pun, got a message from sumone who asked her to open da email n take da spot question..huhuhuhu..another rumet plak dh bengang dh, byk sgt speculation bout da question..byk sgt kot! last2 mereka tertdo dengan sndrinye..huhuh..diz morning pun still sempat stdy..huhuh..to all 1st yr's medic n dental students of usm kk, gud luck on ur 1st pro..gambateh! him, n da other frens from other uni,gambateh! gud luck again!

second...

having girls night out last night..really enjoy it..looking at da star..licking da ice cream..double dutch! counting da jelly in the double dutch..hehehhe..with who?? of crse with jee n min..really love them! for what having girls night out?? sharing da problems together2..huhu..among us, min je xd msalah..bhgia bersama azmi..ops! not my ketua exco lar! bf min ar..jee pnye mslh pn okey ar..not complicated as me..me?? yeah! as what i mention bfore..my life goin to be tooooo complicated..but i buat budus je..juz ignore da other n do my own work..smpai bile me should think bout da other's feeling who didn't think my feeling at all?? sampai bile nk kne jga prsaan depa?? aiyo! me can't be da hypocrite one..! as long as im heppy be myself, ckup ar... back to the main story, when enoying looking at da star, suddenly me terjerit2...argh!!! argh!!! arghh!!!!!!!!! jee plk got shock bcoz of dat.. she thought ade biawak at da field cz mse tu we duk kt padang..syok tgok bintang2...min plak dh tkut2..perhaps she thinks dat i might got sampuk kot..aiyo! hahahah.. actually... im da lucky one on dat night..y??? coz i could see da shooting star!!!! first time in my life, after 20 years me spend my life in diz world, bru skrg me dpt tgok da shooting star..sgt chanteq!!! igtkn dongeng kanak2 je ade shooting star..rupenye btul2 wjud..huhuh..sgt schanteq! can't dscribe it...mmg superb ar! and me sempat buat wish..for our happiness...n then me told him bout dat... then he told me, die sllu je nmpk shooting star..siap wrna hijau ag..ceit! saje ar tuh nk bg me jealous..huh! xksah ar..yang penting, me knew dat shooting star not juz a fairy tale or science fiction from the smallvilee series but it is da real one..whoever didn't get da chance to see it yet, p ar lpak kt tgah2 pdg at the night u might be see it..diulangi.. u MIGHT BE see it...huhuhu

third...goin to be lonely again..even me have him, but me gonna be lonely..akak..dh nk kwen..happy for her..but at da same time, xleh dh lar nk brgrau budus2 dgn die..die ade tgungjawab laen dh..xleh dh lar nk ajk die lpak slalu..cnfm ar hsbnd die xksi..hurmm...me miss her right now..when me told her dat me miss her..die glak..she thought me juz made a joke..but really.. me miss her..hurmm..but dun worry bebeyh.. me still support u..cpt2 lar dpt baby..me nk jd his auntie yg pling comey..huk3...y his?? ahahaha..bju2 utk mjlis kwen akak pun dh ade...ready to go..hehehe..tp kan, lately ramai yg kwen n cerai..y ek??ni akak nk kwen, bru2 ni my fren, eira, pun dh tunang..lpe nk tye, syok x ade official relationship...huhuhu..nk jgk tp still have many commitment with my family and even myself..sbr je lar...huhuhu

fourth...

xlame lagi sem break..yeay! the me enjoy having a great..really great vacation to the Langkawi!!! nk borong coklat byk2..hehehhe...p ngn my crsemate..farah, yana (penyertaan di saat2 terakhir), hajar, n ika..luv u girls..nnti kte enjoy bersame2 yerk??!

da last for diz post..

of course la psal him..love him too much! yeah!hehehe..( im da gatai one!)..last nite he told me..

him: syg..da bad news...

me: what??

him: i xleh balik 3hb nieh...ktorg kne stay smpai 10hb..de progrm psal exhbtion..

me: plak dah..

as what i'm expected..msti balik lmbat cz im waiting da right time to meet him..last2 die de hal plak..sdeyh gler..tp buat2 okey ar...im tough beb! heheh..xpe ar..die balik 11hbbut on dat time me tgh enjoying my holiday d langkawi..g=heheh..12 bru balik kb, n 13 dh kne blik kmman..its okey lar..still have time to meet him...kne blik kmmn cpat2..nk p lpak di kuantan..stay kt grand continental..tgok stilleto..best2..

i think dats all for today..i'll make another post maybe during my vacation or after da vacation..wait2 for me keyh..need to study oral health plak..(asl xngantok ag nieyh???)

gud morning everyone!! ( btul ke??hurm..whtever la!)

speechless...

dh lame diriku xmengupdate blog ni.. da main cause is aku mmg mls nk update..ade cerita but dunno how to talk bout it..lately, byk perkara yang berlaku in my life..n it might be change my life totally..

first of all, aku terlalu bz dgn duniaku..dunia usm yg penuh kebosanan..yang penuh dgn asgmnt yg merapu2..ca yg brlmbk2 in a short period.. but alhamdulillah slowly, i can adapt with it..berkat doa sume..thanz sume...sy syg sama kamoo!!!

2nd..ku mndpt satu kbahagiaan yg ku cari slma ni..hopefully he's da one i needed..but through the day many things happen to us.. mule2, me juz think to gve up..then me think it back..perlu ke me gve up?? smpai bile me should be like dat..then me truskn jgk..tp me sndri pn xtau ngn mslh kami..knapa sllu sgt brmslh..ade je perselisishan faham antara kami dlm sehari..almost everyday, i think bout him..sumtimes it is happy but sumtimes me ngis je.. it's like a cash to me sbb buat org sdeyh ngn hbgn ini..me xtau nk ckp cmne..me trlalu syg sama dier..tp die..mcm nk tglkn me..i dunno y..

to him...

me love u too much..

tp knapa kte sllu ade perselisihan fhm..

slh me ke??

im sory..

i cant be da one that u're wanted..

n u..

perlu ke dlm hbgn kite ade yg ketiga??

setiap kali,

u ask me bout one thing..

my tears came out..

u pnh ckp

u xkn tggalkan i..

tp knapa u sllu ckp seolah2 u nk tgalkan i..

klu ske org lain

knp bg i hrpn??

i xnk org slh fhm kt u

i xnk org bnci u..

i prlukan sokongan mereka for us..

at da same time,

i need u..

im speechless...