love me?? not really...

i dont know what can i really say about me right now...my feeling..terlalu byk perasaan sekarang..before a few hours ago.. my life as usual..hapy, fun..tp sdeyh skit bcoz of my exam.. y must my life goin to be soo difficult??? i really dont understand diz..im not JLo, not also katy perry..but me is me..NOOR HAMIZAH BINTI MINAL..knapa ssh sgt nk mnjalani hidup sbg NOOR HAMIZAH BINTI MINAL???? me also want my happiness..but when i got it, always der is sumthing yg akn destroyed my happiness...y??? when i luv sumone, i1ll try to love him more than anyone else include amir..they said they love me..but never understand me..terlalu cpat give up make me feel dat he was not serious with me...y?? ble jadi gni, me think dats no man can replace amir..cm satu sumpahan pulak..friend is friend..forever friend... xkn berubah hal itu...n to him, me dont know what to say anymore..u didnt look like wanna protect our relationship..juz accept sumthing that can be change,..ok me understand dat..